My Working And Everyday Life

My working life is a miserable life that I have been leading for the past 8 years. Sometimes I wonder whether this is one of the punishments that God is making me serve for my past sins. When I wake every morning and even though the air might be so belonging, I do not not know whether to cry or laugh. I used to be happy whenever I woke up. My parents told me that I used to smile whenever I woke up and that made them happy. However, they now see a grumpy face. Sorry folks.

Well, I told them that is my life. Miserable to the core!! Have anyone experience work that kills your brains cells? I would like to speak to those that have. I would like to learn how they survive it. My typical day starts at 6.00am. I brush my teeth, do my business in the toilet, have my breakfast and embark on the most painful journey of my life. Usually, I would read or sleep to reduce my pain.

When I reach to work, I will read for awhile. This is to jump start my brain if not it will not work until I reach home. It is like trying to jumpstart a car that has been stalled due to engine problem. However, my brain will die after awhile and I will become a zombie.

Surprisingly, I still can do my work because I have been doing it for eight years. If you were to blindfold me, I will still be able to do it. This goes on from 8.00am to 5.30pm ( 5,00pm on Friday ), five times a week. However, I have become more miserable at work these days. My heart is crying inside. I do not know whether it will come to a point where somebody has to put a gun to my head in order for me to do my work. The only time when my brain feels pleasure and and relief is during lunch time. It's a time when I get to eat with some wonderful colleques and enjoy our bantering together.

There are two reason why I am alive. One of the reason is due to my studies in Sociology. Thank God for it. It keeps my brain moving. I am so surprise that the study of society can really give me fullfillment and happiness in life. It is like drinking water from the fountain of youth. Hence, my blog will have some deep sociological thoughts. For those who read it and cannot fully grasp what is being written, fret not, I am always available for discussion. I love discussion because it gives me different perspectives to approach the subject that I am discussing about.

The other reason is because of my friends. I have just made some friends who have restored my confidence in life. You know you are. My wonderful thanks to you!! I have not been in confidence for a very long time due to some reasons I wish to keep it to myself. Thank the lord for making meet friends who were able to restore my confidence in life. I would not say that my confidence has been fully restored but each day is a stepping stone in regaining my confidence.

Well, tomorrow is Friday and I am still not happy until the clock hits five. May watch terminator again. It is a kick ass show!! I recommend that my readers go watch it. I will be writing about it, maybe tonight after I post another sociological thought. In the mean time take care and seize the day. Carpe Diem!!